May 2004
This month: Zen And The Art Of Motorcycle Maintenance
. . . . . . . . Brandon Lee and his last film . . .
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Staying My Electricution posted: 5-22-04
Basic Instincts Take Over
One more round of research and a prompt reply from a forum post at DoItYourself.com and I've decided that it is just to risky for me to make further attempts at repairing or replacing my meter box. Well, that's my decision for now anyway. I will be calling the power company and the city regarding permits, inspections, and procedures. There is still an outside chance I will do the work if local regulations permit. I will aparently have to pay the power company to come out and turn off the power at the pole.
My Old House posted: 5-21-04
Not Making Contact
Lights, computer, .... refrigerator ... OUT!
Kind of an emergency at my old house. My power is half out. One of my 120 volt leads coming out of the electric meter is not transferring power to my service panel. I discovered, after a lot of research and trouble-shooting, that the contacts for that lead were "fried".
It has not only resulted in a lot of anxiety (dangerous stuff), but also very inconvenient (Lost the use and contents of frig ... and I'm bathing out of a bucket - hot water from steam kettle.).
This annoyance has been going on for almost two weeks, as I try to convince myself - despite bouts of inertia - that I can "fix it".
Here is a page with pics I submitted to a help forum:
http://pglink.com/breaker
I'm going to post this to my "blog" tonight - as a record of what may - in the end . . . be my end.
Tomorrow I will attempt to disconnect the two hot leads to my meter box; removing the meter itself and replacing the entire box (Couldn't find the few pieces of hardware needed to repair the old meter box.) with a new one. Hopefully, without damaging or destroying anything - including myself.
Crowing posted: 05-01-04
The Crow
The more I learn - the more there is to learn.
I wanted to verify the quote I found for this month. That research led me down a few digital alleys - some a bit dark. I became curious about the origin of The Crow and discovered its creator and his powerful motivation:
"After someone very close to me was killed by a drunk driver, I joined the Marines. I just wanted to stop thinking and have some structure in my life. But I was still filled with such rage and frustration that I had to get it out before it destroyed me. One day I just began drawing The Crow; it came pouring out. My character Eric is able to return from the grave because some things just cannot be forgiven; and I believe that there could be a love so strong that it could transcend death, that it could refuse death, and this soul would not rest until it set things right." - James O'Barr
http://imdb.com/name/nm0639335/bio
Plot description: "A man (Eric, played by Brandon Lee), and his fiancee (Shelly) plan to get married on Halloween. They are both killed on Devil's Night (the night before their wedding). Because their death was so terrible, and their love so strong, the Crow brings Eric back to life 'to put the wrong things right.' He comes back to kill the four gang members who killed him and Shelly, and finally ends up going after the leader of the gang."
- from a well done fan site:
http://abahb.crowfans.com/TheCrow/
"Brandon Lee was killed while making THE CROW. LLcruize wrote an article which goes into the details of the official investigation as well as addresses some of the rumors that have come up over the years. Please read 'The Death Of Brandon Lee: Accident or Conspiracy' for all the details."
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http://abahb.crowfans.com/Articles/investigation.html )
This is purported to be a movie script for the film: http://abahb.crowfans.com/TheCrow/crowmov.txt
a Favorite Quote
"I believe that imagination is stronger than knowledge,
that myth is more potent than history.
I believe that dreams are more powerful than facts -
that hope always triumphs over experience -
that laughter is the only cure for grief.
And I believe that love is stronger than death"
I, initially, was led to believe that this quote was
from the movie: The Crow - according to www.great-quotes.com . This placed me on a path down memory lane to revisit the tragic story of Brandon Lee and his film "The Crow".
But, further research actually attributes this quote to the writings of Robert Fulghum ("All I really need to know about how to live and what to do and how to be I learned in kindergarten.") - www.quoteworld.org .
I can certainly see Fulghum's overly simplistic, idealistic concept coming thru this month's quote. Still, I find the romantic "Don Quixote" approach appealing.
Fulghum's writings are quite a departure from the dark, brutal film that "great-quotes" attributes the quote to. A second search at "great-quotes" results in both "The Crow" and Robert Fulghum being the author.
I'm going with "quoteworld" - Robert Fulghum authored the quote.
Whether or not it is "quoted" in the film or comic/graphic novel, "The Crow" - remains to be determined.
A Mixed Legacy
The Crow ( http://us.imdb.com/title/tt0109506/ ) - This dark, gothic film is not the kind of movie I'm generally drawn to, but the legendary Lee chemistry caught my attention. I seem to remember hearing how this film was plagued by bizarre occurrences during its creation - this just before Brandon Lee died in a tragic accident on the set. Brandon - it would seem - fell victim to the Lee family curse (if one believed in such superstition - Dragon: The Bruce Lee Story - http://us.imdb.com/title/tt0106770/ ).

I think my favorite of his short list of films is Showdown in Little Tokyo ( http://us.imdb.com/title/tt0102915/ ).
His life, full of so much potential, ending at the early age of 28.
He was placed next to his father's grave (Bruce died at 32) - Lake View Cemetery, Seattle.
Humor
One Liners
I feel like I'm diagonally parked in a parallel universe.
Remember, half the people you know are below average.
Depression is merely anger without enthusiasm.
A clear conscience is usually the sign of a bad memory.
Plan to be spontaneous.
OK, so what's the speed of dark?
Everyone has a photographic memory. Some just don't have film.
If Barbie is so popular, why do you have to buy her friends?
What happens if you get scared half to death twice?
Why do psychics have to ask you for your name?
Inside every older person is a younger person wondering what the hell happened.
a Favorite Film
"It's their place, Mac. They have a right to make of it what they can. Besides, you CAN'T eat scenery!"
http://us.imdb.com/title/tt0085859/
"The charming and humorous veneer to "Local Hero" is the polish on what is a wry film that slowly slips under the skin to surprising effect."
www.bbc.co.uk/films/2001/03/27/local_hero_1983_review.shtml
"Bill Forsyth's 1983 comedy is delightfully understated and typifies 'quirky'. It's a wonderfully entertaining, quietly funny, sweet film . . . "
http://apolloguide.com/mov_revtemp.asp?CId=1677
Poetry & Prose
The Source Of The Complaint
"Iwant to talk about another kind of high country now in the world of thought, which in some ways, for me at least, seems to parallel or produce feelings similar to this, and call it the high country of the mind.
If all of human knowledge, everything thats known, is believed to be an enormous hierarchic structure, then the high country of the mind is found at the uppermost reaches of this structure in the most general, the most abstract considerations of all.
Few people travel here. There's no real profit to be made from wandering through it, yet like this high country of the material world all around us, it has its own austere beauty that to some people makes the hardships of traveling through it seem worthwhile.
In the high country of the mind one has to become adjusted to the thinner air of uncertainty, and to the enormous magnitude of questions asked, and to the answers proposed to these questions. The sweep goes on and on and on so obviously much further than the mind can grasp one hesitates even to go near for fear of getting lost in them and never finding one's way out.
What is the truth and how do you know it when you have it? -- How do we really know anything? Is there an "I," a "soul," which knows, or is this soul merely cells coordinating senses? -- Is reality basically changing, or is it fixed and permanent? -- When it's said that something means something, what's meant by that?
Many trails through these high ranges have been made and forgotten since the beginning of time, and although the answers brought back from these trails have claimed permanence and universality for themselves, civilizations have varied in the trails they have chosen and we have many different answers to the same question, all of which can be thought of as true within their own context. Even within a single civilization old trails are constantly closed and new ones opened up.
It's sometimes argued that there's no real progress; that a civilization that kills multitudes in mass warfare, that pollutes the land and oceans with ever larger quantities of debris, that destroys the dignity of individuals by subjecting them to a forced mechanized existence can hardly be called an advance over the simpler hunting and gathering and agricultural existence of prehistoric times. But this argument, though romantically appealing, doesn't hold up. The primitive tribes permitted far less individual freedom than does modern society. Ancient wars were committed with far less moral justification than modern ones. A technology that produces debris can find, and is finding, ways of disposing of it without ecological upset. And the schoolbook pictures of primitive man sometimes omit some of the detractions of his primitive life...the pain, the disease, famine, the hard labor needed just to stay alive. From that agony of bare existence to modern life can be soberly described only as upward progress, and the sole agent for this progress is quite clearly reason itself.
One can see how both the informal and formal processes of hypothesis, experiment, conclusion, century after century, repeated with new material, have built up the hierarchies of thought which have eliminated most of the enemies of primitive man. To some extent the romantic condemnation of rationality stems from the very effectiveness of rationality in uplifting men from primitive conditions. It's such a powerful, all-dominating agent of civilized man it's all but shut out everything else and now dominates man himself. That's the source of the complaint."
Zen And The Art Of Motorcycle Maintenance
Robert M. Pirsig
Can you imagine my surprise?
To be honest - I struggled thru many passages of this book - with its lofty philosophical views. I went under some of those Greek hurdles instead of over them. But, as I began to breath a little easier - coming down from the Rockies toward Idaho - imagine my surprise to encounter "real" people. As Pirsig states in an "author's notes": "What follows is based on actual occurrences. . . . "
I met one of those 'actual occurrences' while attending Boise State - I met the daughter Pirsig mentioned (when mentioning her professor parent). She actually directed me in her Passion Play. I wish. That is to say - I played the good samaritan in the Passion Play she directed.